Sometimes I think really hard about what people think of me.

It's like all anyone ever wants in the world is acceptance, to fit in. To know someone actually likes them being there, and people my age really stress out about this.

Being an 18 year old girl, it shows me that once high school is over, no one will care what jeans you wore, or who went to the best parties. Because your in the real world now and no gives a shit about you, only if you pay your bills on time.

And honestly, it makes me think life really sucks. 

Because honestly, it does. 

Today I noticed that people like to talk badly about others, I guess because of jealousy.

I was told some people in my class think I'm just a huge slut, well if anyone would care to know or need to be enlightened on this, I don't just let people use me. Unlike some people I know, I value my body, and don't suck dick for some new clothes. Live the way you want, but get your facts strait before you go runnin your mouth because I will check you. If you are reading this then, if your not as stupid as I'm assuming, then you'll piece it together.

Can't we all just get along?

All anyone cares about anymore is approval of or peers, and the clothes on your back. Well screw the system, and screw the clothes. I am and always will be, who I am, and will never try to change who I am for anyone, or attempt to get people to like me for something I'm not. 

Don't let others change you. No matter how ghetto, Proper, or slutty you are, If you enjoy being who you are, then by all means live it up. 

Stay away from liars, and sluts. Because they go hand in hand, Honesty is everything to me. I would want the knitty gritty truth over a lie that would make me feel better any day. 

People just need to keep my name out of their mouth or I will

go in swingin.